Nothing better than the real deal

I could tell you about the books I’ve been reading, but you might be disappointed. August hasn’t been a strong reading month for me. I’ve added a lot of books to my “to read” list and I’ve been dreaming of curling up with a pile of books and hiding out for days, but for some reason I’ve just not been able to get started on anything. Even my book club books. Which makes me sad.

I’ve been thinking a lot about why I haven’t been able to get into any of my new books, and I finally realized, I was craving a real, tangible, paper book to read. Not my Kindle (for once). Almost every book I’ve read this year has been on Kindle.

I think it all started when I was in Portland… I made a visit to my book-mecca, Powell’s, and I think that hardcore book feeling hit me. Suddenly, reading on my Kindle just wasn’t enough. I needed the real thing.

(Cue U2’s Even Better Than the Real Thing…)

Ironically, I didn’t buy any books at Powell’s when I visited. I got a great t-shirt, and several stickers, and a Kleen Kanteen pint glass… your basic tourist stuff. I did buy a few books for my niece and nephew, but not for me. But I made up for it when I came home. And now I’m so excited about my purchase that I can hardly handle the anticipation…

I FINALLY SUBSCRIBED TO INDIESPENSIBLE!

Yep. Little magical book bundle boxes arriving on my doorstep nearly once a month. And the first of these will be David Mitchell’s The Bone Clocks. I Can. Not. Wait.

So, don’t mind me while I spend the next week or so eagerly checking my mail for my very first book package from Powell’s. Maybe I’ll make an unboxing video when it gets here. You know you want to see that.

I’m only slightly sad that I missed last month’s shipment that featured The Great Glass Sea. But, it’s okay. I’ll just add that to my hold list at the library. Luckily, we have a really good library, and I’ve already put six books on hold to keep me going while I’m on this real-deal book kick.

Books. They come in all shapes and sizes and I love them all.

Formative books

This weekend I started re-reading one of my favorite childhood books.

I remembered this as the book that made me want to become a marine biologist, which is the first “what do you want to do when you grow up?” job that I remember having… besides those irresponsible, starving-artist things like “dancer” and/or “writer” that made my parents cringe and tensely explain about “back-up plans” for when those “careers” inevitably didn’t work out… This was also the book that first put the idea of swimming with dolphins into my head where it took firm hold and has never let go. Needless to say, I did not become a marine biologist (even though I didn’t change my mind on this until just before deciding on which college to attend). I also have yet to swim with dolphins. But I will.

The other thing I’m realizing while re-reading this book is that, unlike some formative childhood books that you re-read and realize they weren’t as good as you remember them, this one is still good. Actually, it’s not just good, I think it blows away nearly all modern YA I’ve read. I know. Bold statement. But here’s why: the book is written in a way that doesn’t simplify everything into black and white, good and bad, employing simplistic vocabulary with high drama and romance along the way. The text isn’t “dumbed down” for young adults. The vocabulary is rich, the writing is descriptive, the world is complex and modern (it’s not fantasy / sci fi / dystopian), and even though the main character gets confused and conflicted because of a pretty girl, it’s no more than your standard teenage boy hormones and not some dramatic love-triangle nonsense. The “strong female” character around which the story revolves, is not even in a “lead” role. She is a highly intelligent pre-teen who is wiser than her years, yet still vulnerable, open, and honest in a way that makes her more realistically “sassy” and “spunky” than all those modern YA heroines combined.

In short, this is the kind of book that makes me nostalgic for the time before social media and cell phones and ubiquitous technology… you know, before the “dumbing down” of society where everything has to fit in a short attention span sound bite and be categorized into “is this a good thing, or a bad thing?” buckets for people who’ve forgotten, or never learned, how to think for themselves.

It’s also the kind of book that makes me think that everything I’ve ever written is complete crap and I’ll never be this good a writer.

So, what is this amazing book? You’ve probably never heard of it before. It’s not one of the “classics” that make it onto reading lists. The author has more well known books, books that are definitely on those lists. But out of all those books, the book at the top of my “formative books” list? The Arm of the Starfish by Madeleine L’Engle.

If you’ve never heard of it, and you like YA, marine biology, anything else by Ms. L’Engle, and/or dolphins, you should check it out. You will not be disappointed.

July reading recap

My July reading recap might as well also be considered the vacation reading recap. I read three books on my vacation, which is all I managed to read in all of July.

Which three books of the ten that I brought with me did I end up reading? The answer is, one from almost each of the categories of books I brought with me.

One actual paper book: The Diamond Age: or, A Young Lady’s Illustrated Primer by Neil Stephenson

One of the science fiction novels: Restoree by Anne McCaffrey

One of the mystery fiction series located in the Adirondacks: To Darkness and to Death by Julia Spencer-Fleming

And, as predicted, none of the non-fiction books.

I wish I’d had more time for reading, but I was just having too much fun playing with kids, swimming in the lake, and hanging out with friends.

 

New music binge…

After having a conversation with some coworkers yesterday about concerts — mostly them sharing which ones they’re going to or have attended — and trying to explain why I don’t go to concerts (partly because I’m a cheapskate, and partly because it’s rarely much fun to listen to music in a huge crowd of sweaty strangers while standing on a stale-beer sticky floor… for additional reasons see also the article “Concerts? I’ll Pass” which I may have linked to before…), I decided to just check to see if any bands I like were playing any reasonably priced concerts near me soon. This led, as you would expect, to a long trip down the music rabbit hole on the Interwebs. The result is, I now have tickets for two to an upcoming concert (not until November), and I’ve purchased eight new albums (digital) on Amazon (with gift card money… Thanks, Mom!).

I’ve been obsessing over this band called First Aid Kit for the past month, or maybe more. I heard their first release off their second album (“My Silver Lining” off Stay Gold).

I bought the album as soon as it came out, and I’ve been listening to it over and over. It’s so good. And, they’re on tour. So, I decided we’d better go see them live. Hooray! First concert since going to see The Infamous Stringdusters for my birthday last year!

Next up, I decided to branch out a bit and get some new music. I remembered a band that John Richards from KEXP‘s morning show (Seattle, 90.3 FM) has been going on about for the past week or so — French Style Furs. So I listened to the samples from their (newly released) album (Is Exotic Bait) and decided to buy it… along with:

  • Lost in the Dream — The War on Drugs (currently playing while I write this…)
  • Turn Blue — The Black Keys
  • Let’s Be Still — The Head and the Heart (plus their first, self-titled album which I never bought even though “Lost in My Mind” is one of my favorite songs)
  • Too True — Dum Dum Girls
  • Instinct — Niki and the Dove (also Swedish, like First Aid Kit, and I’ve been obsessed with “The Fox” and “DJ, Ease My Mind” for what seems like forever…)
  • Trouble in Paradise — La Roux

Music geeks, or people familiar with my music taste, might notice that this is a very Sub Pop heavy list… There is just something about that “Seattle” sound (and apparently also Iceland and now Sweden), that sounds good to me. Maybe it’s because my formative music years were 90s grunge. That, plus “classic alternative” — which explains why my favorite Sirius XM station is “1st Wave” (we got a free trial of Sirius XM with our new car… Millions of channels and I gravitate towards two, Lithium and 1st Wave).

Now that I have hours and hours of new music to listen to, and a concert to look forward to, I should probably get back to work on that writing project, huh? Procrastination, my old friend…

June reading recap and vacation reading list

I ended up reading two books in June: The Goldfinch and The Rosie Project.

I wasn’t sure what to expect from The Goldfinch. I was reading it for a book club, so I didn’t read the plot summary before picking it up. I knew it was “literary fiction” book. So, I wasn’t really expecting a story with a plot or with characters I would care about. But I was wrong and I got sucked in, and I really wanted to know what happened next, so much that I had trouble putting the book down for any length of time. I liked the main character (Theo), but I LOVED Boris — for me, he was maybe the most well written character in the book.

Many of the reviews on Goodreads are mixed and many people didn’t like the details or thought she was too long-winded. I don’t agree. I liked the details, I liked the feel of the writing. I liked that the place the story took me to felt like a real place that I could see, smell, feel. I loved that the book was fundamentally about struggling with the knowledge that we’re all going to die, and that people we love die, and the importance of loving being alive.

Without giving away the ending, I will say that the author takes the liberty of “summing things up” for the reader at the end of the book. Which could be annoying. Except the message of this book really resonated with me, so I didn’t feel like I was being bashed over the head with it. I’ll give a long quote from the end:

“That life — whatever else it is — is short. That fate is cruel but maybe not random. That Nature (meaning Death) always wins… That… it’s our task to immerse ourselves anyway… And in the midst of our dying… it is a glory and a privilege to love what Death doesn’t touch.”

Anyway… that’s what I took away from this book. If that sounds at all interesting to you, then it is well worth the investment of the 750+ pages.

The Rosie Project on the other hand… was not my favorite. I had trouble getting into it. I have difficulty with books where the author is writing from the perspective of someone with “special needs” and doesn’t themselves have those same “special needs.” In this case, Aspergers. Sometimes it feels to me like white people doing black-face. And even if it’s supposed to be “respectful” I just don’t see how it can be. Maybe I’m just overly sensitive, but that’s how I feel. So, I had a hard time with the narrative voice and the way the main character was written. However, I stumbled on a way through this book. I ended up reading almost all of it out loud to my husband over the course of an afternoon. It started when I read him a bit a few chapters in that I thought he would find amusing and then he just wanted me to keep reading. So I read more and more until I just basically had to finish the book. We haven’t read out loud to each other in a long time, so that was fun, and he enjoyed the book a lot more than I did. So, in that sense it was worth it.

Bottom line on The Rosie Project? If you liked The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime, then you will probably also like this book.

So, what’s in store for July? VACATION! And hopefully lots of reading and swimming and having fun with friends and family.

I’ve narrowed my vacation reading list down to about ten books. There is no way I will read that many over vacation.

I am bringing two paperbacks: Bel Canto by Ann Patchett and The Diamond Age by Neil Stephenson.

I am bringing the next three books in a mystery fiction series by Julia Spencer-Fleming set in the Adirondacks (where I will be on vacation). I read the first three books last year, starting with In the Bleak Midwinter. This year I will pick up again with To Darkness and To Death.

I have three science fiction books picked out: On the Steel Breeze by Alastair Reynolds (companion/sequel to Blue Remembered Earth), Fortune’s Pawn by Rachel Bach (recommended by my friend who I will be vacationing with), and Restoree by Anne McCaffrey (this was her very first published novel, and I’ve never read it).

And, last (and probably also least likely to be read), I’ve chosen two non-fiction books: The Boys in the Boat by Daniel James Brown (about nine American rowers and the 1936 Berlin Olympics), and Wild by Cheryl Strayed (about hiking the Pacific Crest Trail from Canada to Mexico in the Cascade Mountain range).

 

May reading binge recap

I read eight books in May!

That is more than the total number of books I’d read from January through April *and* it puts me back within striking distance of my three books per month (or thirty-six books per year) reading target.

Hooray! So, what did I read this month and how did I like it? Here goes…

Best book of this month was: We Were Liars by E. Lockhart.

I can’t say much without giving away the story, which would be tragic because it’s such a good story. I can say, generally, that the story is a coming of age story of a girl and her cousins who are born into a very privileged, “old-money,” East Coast family. The story takes place over several summers at their vacation homes on their privately owned island off Cape Cod. I will also say that E. Lockhart is quickly becoming one of my favorite contemporary YA authors. Read this book on your summer vacation. And if you like it (you will), then go read The Disreputable History of Frankie Landau-Banks (also by E. Lockhart). You will then, like me, want to go read the rest of Ms. Lockhart’s books.

Other really good books I read:

  • The Luminaries by Eleanor Catton — Reviews on this ran hot and cold. Some people couldn’t finish it, others loved it. I didn’t “love” it, but I really enjoyed reading it. I completely ignored the astrological thingy and just enjoyed the story, set in the gold rush era in NZ. It’s written a bit like a Sherlock Holmes mystery with a large cast of characters and a stranger whose job it becomes to solve the mystery. Oh, and it’s also VERY LONG.
  • Franny and Zooey by J. D. Salinger — Definite Salinger voice and characters. Reminded me of The Royal Tenenbaums. Excellently written characters. It’s definitely “of an era,” but still readable and relevant.
  • The Fault in Our Stars by John Green — I avoided reading this for the longest time. I was sure it would be good, but I was also sure it would be sad. I have to be in the right mood to deal with a “sad” book. However, the movie is coming out soon and, mood or no mood, it was time to read this book. I’m so glad I did. Yes, it’s sad. But it’s not *that* sad. It’s strangely hopeful. And smart. And funny. And sweet. And I’m very excited to see the movie.

That said, I at least “liked” all the books I read this month. Here are the rest and why they just missed being “great”:

  • The Love Affairs of Nathaniel P. by Adelle Waldman — Nate is a bit of a jerk but he doesn’t really understand what he’s doing wrong. Make no mistake, though, he’s not really a “lovable jerk.” The story is primarily about his latest relationship with Hannah, but there are many flashbacks to previous relationships. I think the author does an excellent job of getting into the brain of a specific type of guy (the liberal arts educated, articulate, city-dwelling, publishing industry type). I’m having trouble remembering why I only gave it three stars…
  • Crystal Singer by Anne McCaffrey — This is definitely still what I think of as “early fantasy” Anne McCaffrey. It was written in the ’80s. I started reading her books in the ’90s when they’d definitely taken a more sci-fi turn. I skipped the “dragon era” and the “early fantasy” books because they just didn’t appeal to me. Last year I read some of the dragon books and confirmed that I was probably right to skip them (they’re like romance novels with dragons). Now I’m trying to decide if I feel the same about this series. So far, it’s not bad, but her writing just gets so much better in the Talents / Tower and Hive series, the Freedom series, and the Planet Pirates series. Those will forever remain my favorites.
  • Solving for Ex by LeighAnn Kopans — I picked this up to read months ago because it’s a modern adaptation of Jane Austen’s Mansfield Park (and basically the only one of those I’ve come across). The writing in the first few chapters is so bad that I put the book down and didn’t think I’d finish it. This month, since I was on a roll and needed something light after TFiOS, I picked it back up, determined to plow through. It got better. I’ll spare you going into great depth about where I think it lacks in terms of a modern adaptation. But I will say, if the main character (first-person POV) tried to remind me one more time how “cool” Mathletes was in her prep school, I was going to stab the book. But, in the end, it was a good, if slightly annoying, light-hearted read.
  • Recklessly Royal by Nichole Chase — You may remember that last year I read the first book in this series (Suddenly Royal) and really enjoyed it. The writing in this book also gets off to a rocky (annoying) start. But then you quickly get to a REALLY hot make-out scene, and you sort of forget about the writing. This book was way more all about the sexual romance than the first book. As a result, it’s a smoking hot book to read, but somewhat lacking in plot and character development. I like Suddenly Royal better, but I’ll still probably pick up the next book (to be released in August), just to see if maybe that one has more of a plot… 😉

What’s on deck for next month? Well… I’m not sure yet. I’ve already picked out some books for my summer vacation coming up soon, but the only book I definitely plan on reading in June is The Goldfinch because it’s my “book club” book this month.

Alastair Reynolds’ sequel to Blue Remembered Earth comes out on Kindle in June (yes, I’m still buying Kindle books, don’t shoot me, and I still like Amazon, deal with it), so I’ll probably read On the Steel Breeze as well.

Since those are both going to be long reads, I don’t expect to get anywhere near the eight book record I set this month, but we’ll see.

Still reading…

This may be a new record. I’ve finished six books in the past ten days. This brings me up to twelve books read so far in 2014! I’m going to see if I can finish another one (or two?) before the end of May (three more days…). I’ll recap the lot at the end of the month.

Devouring books

I’ve been on a bit of a reading kick lately. I just finished The Luminaries and am over halfway done with The Love Affairs of Nathaniel P. I recommend them both — the first if you like Sherlock Holmes mysteries, the second if you ever dated any “intellectual” boys in your post-college, pre-marriage days (or if you were one of those boys…).

I’ve also been on a book buying binge this year. Now that Amazon has helpfully linked all my recent book purchases to Goodreads for easy import, I can see exactly how big my “virtual” TBR* pile has grown. I somehow have collected fifty books — 50! — on my virtual “to read” shelf. There is no way I’ll be able to read that many books this year… yet I still want to read them all!

I can’t believe that I still haven’t read the final book of the Daughter of Smoke and Bone trilogy (Dreams of Gods and Monsters),. It came out in April and I pre-ordered it… I have several others like it on my list (The Golem and the Jinni, Shadow and Bone, ArclightThe 5th Wave, etc.) that I was so excited to read. But then I kept striking out every YA and/or dystopian and/or fantasy book I read in the first part of this year. They all started to sound exactly the same. When Dreams of Gods and Monsters finally arrived I think I was worried that somehow I’d be utterly disappointed in the final book of that series. So I gave up on the dystopias and read an (adult) space opera (House of Suns) which renewed my thirst for reading.

Now it appears that I’m sort of on a “literary fiction” kick. Since that seems to be working for me, I think next up it’s going to have to be The Goldfinch and/or We Were Liars. Or maybe I’ll finally get around to reading Franny and Zooey. I’ve only been meaning to read that one since Christmas…

Good thing we have a three day weekend this weekend. If you need me, I’ll be sitting in a lawn chair on my patio, reading.

 

(* TBR = “to be read”)

Swimming update

This weekend was the 2014 Nationwide U.S. Masters Swimming Spring National Championships in Santa Clara, CA. I competed in five events and had some really great swims (and one giant disappointment).

I swam personal best times in:

  • 50 breast (37.75)
  • 100 breast (1:18.62)
  • 50 fly (35.57)

Season best time of 1:17.86 in 100 IM (personal best is 1:17.11).

The only thing I didn’t “best” in was 200 breaststroke. Which is VERY frustrating because that was the event I was supposed to do the best in, and the even I expected to medal in. But I choked and only swam a 2:52.47.

My best time in 200 breast is 2:51.81, and I swam that last year at the Pacific Masters Championship meet. The best I’ve done this year was when I swam 2:52.21 at Rinconada in March this year. So that’s frustrating. But, I haven’t been training well or consistently this year. So, I can’t really get too mad about not doing as well as I wanted to in that event. Especially when I did so well in the other (shorter) events. There is always summer and fall seasons… and then next year… 🙂

Even though I’m disappointed with my 200 breast race, I am ecstatic and still a bit in awe that I swam a 1:18 in the 100 breast on Friday. That is actually a lifetime best for me. The fastest I ever swam that event in high school was a 1:19.04. It took me FOREVER to break 1:20 in high school, and I just smashed through that barrier on Friday. I am so excited about that time. I can’t believe it! That was truly the highlight of the meet for me.

The other awesome thing is that I’m climbing in the national rankings. Below is were I currently stand in the National rankings for my age group (these are not quite final yet, but will be at the end of this month):

  • 200 breast — 18th (20th last year)
  • 100 breast — 30th (32nd last year)
  • 50 breast — 50th (54th last year)
  • 200 fly — 23rd (didn’t swim this event last season)
  • 100 fly — 60th (didn’t swim this event last season)
  • 200 IM — 64th (didn’t swim this event last season)

So… even though this season has had its challenges… I am pretty satisfied with these results. And I am already itching to get registered for my next race… Bring on open water and long course summer seasons! Hooray!

Changes…

The first few months of this year have been extraordinarily busy. On top of all the busy, I had an opportunity I just couldn’t pass up. So, I took it. Plans change, but I didn’t expect my plans for this year to change quite so much, or quite so fast.

And yet, here we are…

I have a new job. I think it’s going to be pretty awesome and I’m very excited about it. And yet, all those goals I had for this year are probably going to need a serious overhaul. I am so far behind on all the things I’d hoped to accomplish this year that part of me wants to just scrap my 2014 plans and just start over.

I’m going to try to resist the urge to scrap everything, but I’m definitely going to scale back my expectations. For example, right now I’m averaging about a book and a half a month (half my usual reading pace). I may have more reading time on my new commute, but then again, I may use that time to work. As for swimming, with my new schedule, my weekday morning workouts will need to be much shorter. I think I will be able to be more consistent about them, but it will still be difficult to hit my 400 mile goal for 2014. And as for writing… I am so far behind what I had planned for 2014 that I’m just hoping to finish one of my already in progress drafts (“Falling,” most likely), and to participate in NaNoWriMo again this year.

So, things are changing around here. But that’s what keeps life interesting.